Sunday, December 26, 2010

~chicken kn0ws where t0 find a good sp0t~



Friday, December 24, 2010

new reasons f0r new shoe... hehehehe...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Nike F Shoe Mercurial Victory IC... next st0p!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

i don't have title for this post...



Sometimes people asking me whether I am ok, what the **** they wan me to say?? No I m not ok, not fine, not feeling well, and then what???? So I will smile, laugh, and say I am just fine even though I am May in pain, dying inside… ever feel the same? My advice to you (yes U!, who are reading), why are u standing there?? Just go away! Seems rough ya… what to do… =)


I used to...

tell
share
laugh
smile
happy


now...

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I am strong?? HAHA! yesssssss...

What is strong, hmmm… According to dictionary strong means having the necessary qualities to deal with stress, grief, loss, risk, and other difficulties or maybe being in good health. For anyone who ever feel lost, always remember that you are NEVER alone. It is a fact that you must think that you are strong. I promise time will heal you, through time too, you will learn how to be strong (like what I said before) by getting through the obstacles you may face now. Please remember in heart you are NEVER alone. You may feel the pain (it’s okay) but you will learn how to be calm by knowing how much problem you will get if you don’t watch your damn mouth (thumbs up, HAHA!). Its okay to be rejected by other people, but you must accept others. So let me clear myself, be strong!!!

Unknown girl: Can you lie just to be strong?

Peace maker: Hmmmm, maybe. But better you don’t lie because “hips don’t lie” HAHA!

Do N0T lie because you will live in the imagination world. Face the reality. Everyone has their own problems (we are human!), they may cry (do you cry?? Or make people cry for you? Think!), they might ever think the best time to give up, but they didn’t. You know the problem should be faced. Don’t be weak (thumbs up!). And although every human has their own weaknesses, try your best to be strong… REMEMBER YOU ARE NEVER ALONE. HELP YOURSELF, NO ONE WILL HELP YOU.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

My pr0ject LC135...

Bike is like a s0ul for some pe0ple like me, because you use it everyday so you have to make sure that it fulfill your needs. For me, I want to add some modification so that it will look nice. HEHE!


Current look of my bike...

I m n0t a pers0n who ride bike very fast, I m a pers0n who enj0y riding bike (but sometimes u need to ride fast for any reas0n)



This another things I want to change at my bike (this photo is example), I want to change the disc and the fr0nt fork. It looks gorgeous! I like when my bike look nice and smart (just like the owner) haha!



Another modifications, I want to make at my bike:

1. Change seat
2. Change break disc
3. Change fr0nt fork
4. Change sp0ket (my uncle will give his hehehe =P)
5. Change fr0nt mud guard
6. Change absorber (when it becomes too soft)

But everything need money, so I might change when I have money hehe... Its a hobby to see your bike looks nice, f0r girls out there try to understand why boys love bike. A satisfaction for them to see their bike look nice...





This 2 photos are extreme make over, I wont do like this haha, if for display maybe can but I still need to use the bike...

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Great Arowana in the wild



This are silver arowanas and their origins.

Arowana and My Yellow Tail

Arowanas are freshwater bony fish of the family Osteoglossidae. Arowanas are carnivorous, often being specialized surface feeders. They are excellent jumpers. Arowana species have been seen leaping more than 6 feet (almost 2 metres; can you imagine I’m only 1.7 metres) from the water surface to pick off insects and birds from overhanging branches in South America. Arowanas have been rumoured to capture prey as large as low flying bats. Arowana species typically grow to around 3 to 4 feet (as long as your hand) in captivity @ aquarium.

Types of Arowana in the world

1. Cross-Back Golden Arowana
2. Green arowana
3. RTG (Red Tailed Golden)
4. Yellow Tail
5. Red arowana
6. Pearl Arowana / Northern Barramundi
7. Spotted Barramundi
8. Black Arowana
9. Silver Arowana



On November 1, I bought one Yellow Tail Arowana with the tank. The fish (RM170) + the tank and its stand (RM 245) = RM 415!!!. I still can’t believe I really have spent that much for a fish, but I am happy with it. It’s kind of a new hobby for me. Since my mum not at home (go for haji) Yellow Tail is my loyal company for me. I feed him with small fishes and live worms. He is a big eater, shy, energetic (at night only), cute and scared. I hope I can raise him until 2 or 3 feet. My yellow tail only 6-8 cm for now and when I want to take picture he will hide so I can’t upload his photos. Maybe next time when he not scared to pose in front of camera like some of my friends. HEHEHE





This 2 pictures are fr0m internet, I hope my yellow tail will become like that. =P, Normally the colour will come out very bright when the fish matured.

Friday, September 10, 2010









These are s0me of my photos during 1st syawal, thanks to my friens who helped me choose this c0l0r this year. I like it very much...

Nothing much to say here... Hmmmm...

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri to all n Hepi Holidays!!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

What have I done in the past 23 years??

Graduated from standard 6 (1999)
Graduated from form 5 (2004)
Meet many frenz fr0m many states…
Bought my own bike LC135 (2010)
Not married yet…
No car…
No house…
Nothing much I guess…
Nothing I can be proud of myself…
One day I will achieve something good in my life…
This is the beginning of a great story…

Sunday, September 5, 2010

~advice to myself and for those who read this~

LOVE YOUR LiFE.
BELiEVE IN YOUR OWN POTENTiAL.
WaKE UP EaCH DaY WiTH THE aWE OF JUST BEiNG aLiVE.
FORGET THE PaST.
TaKE THE POWER TO CHOOSE WHaT YOU WaNT TO DO aND DO iT WELL.
OPEN YOUR HEaRT aND MiND TO EVERY OPPORTUNiTY.
DON'T BE aFRAiD TO KEEP TRYiNG.
CREaTE YOUR OWN DREAMS.
COLOUR YOUR LiFE WiTH PEOPLE aND THiNGS YOU LOVE.
FOCUS ON aLL THAT iS GOOD.
LiFE aLWaYS GETS BETTER WiTH a POSiTiVE aTTiTUDE!

SO SMiLE!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

listen n sing ~

Just another wave...

I can’t feel it anymore

Why I m so stupid…

I shouldn’t say anything,

I shouldn’t tell everything,

I am hopeless,

I should keep it to myself,

Things just getting worst,

I need that “smile”…

I love the smile…

Now I lose everthing…

Saturday, June 12, 2010

SHE n’ Y0U


She is so pretty,
She is so charming,
She is so attractive,
She is so green,
Sometimes is so sad…
You can only see her,
You can only look at her,
You can only smile at her,
You can only say few words to her,
You have to be you,
Sometimes reality can be painful…

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Senyuman Kala Gerimis

lewat petang itu,
bersaksikan gerimis,
ada cerita,
ada seloka,
ada gelak tawa,
lewat petang itu,
bersaksikan gerimis,
ada keindahan,
ada kedamaian,
dua insan,
ciptaan tuhan,
lewat petang itu,
ada senyuman,
terukir di bibir...

dari >> senyuman gadis gerimis

i will remember this, thanks a lot...

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

YOU

No matter where YOU are,
I always turn to find YOU.
No matter how hard for YOU,
I always turn to find YOU.
No matter how pain it hurts YOU,
I still turn to find YOU.
Because YOU always be there,
Whenever I need YOU...

Thanks for being YOU...

But how...

Once I turn...

YOU were not there...

Where I can find YOU...





P/s: appreciate the people around you

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

why I always hurt people!!!

Do i deserve all this...

I just wanna say I am sorry...

Really sorry...

Sorry for being insensitive towards you...

why am I like this...

I don know...

I have to smile no matter what...

I never know...

I still can’t get through her heart,

Never know what she thinks…

Never know what she feels…

I still not good enough maybe,

Never know what she likes…

Never know what she hates…

I still can’t open her heart,

Never know what she wants…

Never know her feelings…

Hurm…

….

Monday, June 7, 2010

...


“They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don’t think it’s possible for you to miss me as much as I’m missing you right now” ~ unknown

“If I can give a single flower for every time I think about you, I don’t think there will be any flower left” ~ edz

“coz I really miss you…” ~ for you…

Friday, June 4, 2010

Dalam Hati ada apa??

I don have a proper answer...

I juz can say that,
Keep me and I will keep you in heart. Lock it up and throw away the key so that no one can ever take you from me.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Cerita Dongeng...

Pada suatu hari di sebuah sekolah yang agak besar dan cantik, ade seorang budak yang baru pindah masuk ke sekolah itu. Dia sangat aktif dan di sukai kawan2 nyer. Tapi ni bukan cite budak tu ngan kawan2 die tapi dengan cikgu sekolah itu.

Maka bermulah melodramatic cite mereka.

Selepas lebih kurang sebulan budak tersebut berpindah ke sekolah tersebut. Oh mintak maap para pembaca… sebelom itu mari ke menamakan watak watak dalm cite nie. Memandangkan sye yang tulis sye nak menamakan budak tersebut sebagai adli hehe =P dan cikgu nyer Cikgu X.

Di dalam kelas Bahasa Melayu

Cikgu X: Hari ni kita akan belajar menulis 1 ayat dan kamu sume kene cakap ayat kamu di hadapan kelas ok.

Tiba lah giliran budak baru nie, Adli

Adli: Nama sye Adli, ayat sye untuk hari ini adalah: SAYA SUKA CIKGU SAYA, DIA NAMPAK CANTIK BILE PAKAI BAJU WARNA MERAH. (dengan nada yang ceria)

Cikgu X terdiam seketika

Cikgu X: adli! (meninggikan suara sedikit), nape kamu cakap bukan bukan nie.
Adli: ayat saye SAYA SUKA CIKGU SAYA, DIA NAMPAK CANTIK BILE PAKAI BAJU WARNA MERAH, bukan ayat bukan bukan.

Cikgu X tergelak seketika. Tapi kembali serius.

Cikgu X: Boleh kamu buat ayat lain?
Adli: X boleh! (dengan suare yang agak marah)
Cikgu X: kenapa? (Sambil memegang kepala adli)
Adli: sye ske kat cikgu sebab tu saye buat ayat nie. (dengan nada yang sayu)

Cikgu X menyuruh adli duduk di tempat nyer dan meneruskan kelas. Adli pula agak down ckit hari tersebut. Keesokkan hari nyer Adli tidak datang ke sekolah selama 2 hari berturut2. Cikgu X mula risau. Pada hari ketiga adli datang ke sekolah, tetapi tidak seceria seperti hari2 sebelomnya. Cikgu X berjumpe dengan adli pada waktu rehat dengan bju berwarne purple pada hari itu dan Terserlah keanggunanya.

Cikgu X: kenapa kamu tidak datang ke sekolah adli?
Adli: …. (diam seribu bahasa)
Cikgu X: kamu marahkan cikgu ke?
Adli: …. (menggelengkan kepala)
Cikgu X: cikgu nak mintak maaf, pasal ayat hari tu. Kamu maaf kan cikgu? Kamu berhak untuk suka cikgu dan cikgu pun suke adli. Tapi adli kene janji untuk belaja bersungguh sungguh k.
Adli: (kembali ceria dengan matanya yang bulat) btul ke!?? Yea! Mekaseh!
Adli kemudianya memberikan sehelai kertas yang yang dikeluarkan dr kocek seluar die. Kertas tersebut tertulis:

“saya pon nak mintak maap dengan cikgu sebab ayat saye hari tu. Mak sye suruh minatak maaf dengan cikgu. Sye janji tak kan cakap bukan bukan lagi tapi lain kali saye akan tulis bukan bukan untuk cikgu – WO HEN AI NI. Sye nak mintak maaf juga sebab x datang due hari. Sye bru blaja ayat ni dari kawan cina sye”

Cikgu X tersenyum gembire…

Adli: Cikgu, esok cikgu nak pki bju warne ape?
Cikgu X: kamu teka ok? esok kite tgk betol atau x.
Adli: hehe ok! (sambil berlari ke kelas)

Kalo cite ni bosan mintak maaf, sbb sye ni bnyak berimaginasi sejak akhir akhir nie… HEHE…

Cerita ni hanya rekaan semata mata, kalo sye ade tersinggung mane mane pihak sye harap di ampunkan.. =)

3:14 am in the morning…

Her mood is like a rainbow after the rain with full colours, she can cry but she laughs after few seconds. At the same time, I pity of her (I can’t write the reasons here). She has the looks that every pretty girl dream off but that is not good enough to make someone happy especially herself. She makes herself busy with her duty, coz she doesn’t want to think about it anymore. Deep inside her heart we never know how it feels to be treated that way. Her childlike smile makes me happy when I talk to her on the phone. She is like an angel with wisdom to make people happy with her laugh. Why can’t I give the happiness that she wanted so much?? Coz I am not him… I am just a pedestrian who walk past her life with concern and care. I feel awkward at first but I do like her.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

When I first saw you…

I always think that you are the same you,
Your photo makes me happy even for awhile,
Time slows down when I first saw you,
Your smile makes me forget who I am for awhile,
I hope I can bring the past just for you,
Let my smile make you happy for awhile,
You just need to be happy…

Coz I know u not happy…
Today was a dream for me…
Coz of you…


I wrote this poem for a friend who is very pretty, smart, and very interesting. I hope to make her happy when she reads it… enjoy!
[i.e.z.A]

Monday, May 31, 2010

i never know i will be an English Teacher... my standard 2 pic!...

2o years ago...

Monday, May 24, 2010

You have the smile that can light up this whole town…

You seldom smile…
But you like to make people smile…
Only you listen to my crazy ideas…
When you angry the rains can’t stop it too…
But you always there for me…
I do not know what so special bout you…
But I just like you…
I don’t have reason to hate you…
You are the major attraction…
You seldom smile…
But you never stop to make people laugh…
Coz you like to see them happy…
Try to smile please, because…
You have the smile that can light up this whole town…
Hoping you will always there for them…
and me…
Always hoping…
Always…

Thursday, May 20, 2010

when you old you will feel the same...

When you old you will feel the same…
When we are young, it always me me me me me and me…
Family should sacrifice for us, coz we are their daughters and sons…
I want that! I wanna go there!
I wanna go travel here and there!
We follow our own heart… never think of our mother and father…
They are only our source of money…
Entertainment is our major goal now…
Do we think about them at home, coz they are worried about us…
If can they want us right under their nose everyday…
I still remember when I wanted so much to go out when I am at home…
But when we getting older, have childrens…
We really want our children to stay… with us… maybe forever…
Think back…
DO we stay when they want us to stay??...
Life it’s a cycle…
What we did today, we will face it back in the future…
When you old you will feel the same way…
On how they feel today…

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

For lovers…

The idea of finding the one – do you think the one who is beside you now is “the one” that you are looking for? She/he might treat you well now but will he/she stays like that forever? This post is not to make you doubt about your love but a piece of thought that we should share together.

Feeling for each other or lovers is very important for everyone. Everything is in the romance or dream land and your heart glows when both of you are together especially when you are 19-26 years old. You like to be in company of each other and of course, being alone is torturous. Thinking about her/him all the time, msging non stop even though you are making “big business”, before sleep or after wake up is a ritual. Breakfast on the bed? A morning kiss from her, while wearing your shirt? Wow. That’s how to live a life. I like!

All of this seems perfect, except that you are not married yet. It is still a dream and it remains a dream. Let faces the fact of life my dear. If this behaviour becomes a girlfriend/boyfriend custom, there will be nothing new when you get married. Your previous experience will make you want more and even expecting more from your partner. Romance is a normal thing for you and marriage does not offer something new. All the best for “the one”…

So? Is that what we really want? – I am sorry I like to talk craps. =P Read and forget bout it…

Saturday, May 15, 2010

ME + MELAKA + MICELT = MARVELOUS

I am so lazy to write, let my pictures do the talking hehe.



This is my new frien from Cambodia, her name is Phallin Lay




The girls that hanging out with me at Melaka. =P



At nite, whimpy kid time!!!!



This is our hotel, I forgot the name. HAHA!



This is me with my new "friens". They didnt talk much. Hmmm...

Friday, May 14, 2010

NIKE Mercurial last pair!!! I grabbed dy. =P







I bought this yellow Mercurial at Melaka.
Price: RM 159 (last pair)
Lucky me HEHE.
I will use it for JALAN JALAN, sayang nak gune buat main. =P
most important it is YELLOW!!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

I am one woman man

I am one woman man
It seems hard for you to understand
and kind of words you use, turn themselves into knives
You know nothing about me
But it’s a beautiful mess for you

I am one woman man
I have decided to make you understand
and left you with the memories, hope you will realise
You know nothing about me
But you take it easy don’t you?

I am one woman man
Jealousy blinds you till today
and don’t blame people around me, coz
You know nothing about me
and I will never change
coz I know that...

I am just one woman man

by edz 2010

Saturday, May 8, 2010

My new "girlfriend" - BKT 8987



Is she hot?? she arrived on 29 April 2010, right after I finished my sem 6 final paper. Her eyes and boobs really melt my heart. HEHE. She will accompany me to JB on July. YEA!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

My new favourite video and player 2010!!



I hope can play well just like him. =)