Does love to human exist in this world? Or just desire that stimulate our feelings...

Does your partner love you so much?? Will he/she sacrifice everything for you?? I reached at a state where I feel that people like or love us for some reasons. For example, I like Britney Spears because she is hot and sexy not because who she really is. Do materials that someone gives you make you love him or her more? That means he or she loves you because of the materials you gave not for who you are. Yes of course, people can say I can like or love anyone I want, that is my right to do so. I have a lot of friends but if I ask one by one, will they like me because who I am or just because I am funny. I like to give jokes, make fun of people, laugh at people, and try to make people around me happy. However, I do not know whether people around me can accept who I am because I cannot read their mind. People can smile but they can hate you so much (reality in life). Same goes to love... Love should be something “nice” in life but love is not concrete like a wall. We cannot see love but people always say we can feel the love; is that love or just desire. Do we need reason to love someone?? God always give us things to wonder in life. Not every question has their specific answer. One thing I know is that the love to God should be beyond everything in our life. Does love to human exist in this world?? Or just desire that stimulate our feelings... I still wonder...

Lead your OWN life babes!

How to make my life meaningful?? I try not to do the same things everyday because it’s kinda boring to repeat the same things. If you are a teacher do you want to be a teacher for the rest of your life?? Doctors always help people in hospital but what will happen outside the hospital?? Life is about trying new things and I want to make my life meaningful. Rich people always search for money in life but are they happy?? Do you always jealous with others?? If yes, that shows your life is not meaningful yet because you not content with what you have. In some parts, we need to be jealous with others and improve ourselves especially in education but in life (general) don’t be so jealous because everyone is different. Everyone have their own life, babes! There are a lot of ways to make our life meaningful. One of the ways is we need to have our own time or space that we really like to do, as for example, I like to play futsal; sometimes I write poems and stories. I am a comic collectors (I waste a lot of money on comics; is like a cigarette for me). That’s the only time I think I can release everything out. I can forget all my problems and etc. Maybe it is not meaningful yet for some people but try it out! Do something you enjoy the most. The most important thing is don’t let others influence your decision in life. Be yourself! Speak your mind and you should know yourself better. For information, I am going to join a painting course this semester break, I hope I will experience new things in my life. Always remember don’t be nothing to the world because nothing always come from nothing.